Happy Birthday Andrea

Today is Andie's 9th Birthday.
We should have been eating cake and celebrating.
I miss her so much! The ache doesn't seem to go away.
I received a message from her biological mom and She wants
to talk to me. Sumasakit ang ulo nya kay Andrea was
her message. Naawa ako kay Andrea. It's hard to
grow up without a mom. Di puedeng basta kung sino
lang mag aalaga. I miss you Andie! Just because
we're not together doesn't mean that you're not
my daughter anymore.

Happy Birthday Andie.

Today is Andie's 8th Birthday..

I feel sad that there's no way for me to see her

talk to her, hug her or even kiss her.

I feel the void that she left in our lives..

Even if we have our own daughter

it doesn't help me at all. She's never going

to be replaced. There were many what if's and

what could have been's. As far as Andie

is concerned.

I hope that she's having a happy birthday.

I hope she has a cake with candles that she

could make a wish and blow it out. Some ice cream

and some gifts that she could open.

We love her so much.. We will always

keep her memories in our hearts..