Wednesday, June 21, 2006
Thursday, June 08, 2006
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
I REMEMBER our last family vacation
I FOUND out that I give myself was little credit..
I HEAR Joshwa excitedly talking
I REGRET not fighting for Andrea but at that time it was out of my hands.
I PRAY that Joshwa & I will be given a US Visa.
I ALWAYS make it a point to call Joshwa's teachers and ask about his
I WIN whenever I fight with Philbert kasi maski na he says no. I can make him
say yes eventually.
I LOSE track of time when I scrapbook
I NEED to fix everything that I need to do before I leave
I PLAY with my papers and tools whenever I scrapbook.
I LOOK forward to seeing my husband and sisters really soon.
Monday, June 05, 2006
kung adopted si Joshwa.
Syempre hindi.. anak ko talaga sya di ako defensive
naiirita lang. Bakit ganun they just look at me and
say to themselves you can't be the mom as if
I dont deserve to be his mom.
Kasi why do they have to keep asking
kung adopted si Joshwa di ba namin deserve
magkaron ng guapong anak?
Di ko na lang pinansin pero the last straw was
nung may nagtanong narinig ni Joshwa. Kaya pala
lately parang di nya ako sinusunod.
Then yaya mentioned it to me last Sunday na
people have been asking her kung adopted
si Joshwa nang andun si Joshwa sa harap
nila "thinking" na di sila naiintindihan ni Joshwa.
So I sat down with Joshwa to tell him that
he's not adopted and that Daddy and I love him so much.
Naiyak si Joshwa and I felt him lean against him
parang in his own way he was hugging me.
I felt really bad and i just kept telling him that
I love him.